I’ve been broken, I forgot whom I was, I blamed myself for things that went wrong, for those that didn’t know who I am.
I forgot what I loved, trying so hard not to ruin relationships with those that didn’t know what I love.
I was afraid to be me, I became someone else for fear of losing those that could not recognize the real me.
Soon, my light got dim, my Joy faded, my beauty left me, I lost whom I really am.
Things have a way of happening, no matter how hard you try, What’s not meant to be, will never be.
I realized I was lost, I wasn’t growing or improving myself in anyway.
I’m grateful for life, for life is to be experienced, and pain is to be felt with all your heart. I kept breathing as each day goes by, I had no more tears, my numb heart couldn’t feel pains anymore, I felt like a lost child, in a dark field, loneliness came at it’s peek, I felt tired and sick.
The only gain, is to find yourself, mend what was broken, begin to look for what was lost, tracing your steps back to how and where you lost yourself, why you gave up on yourself, what made you gave up on who you really are.
I started gradually to do new things, things that was there in the first place but because I wasn’t me, I couldn’t recognize these things.
Be aware that when you are not yourself, you cannot achieve your dreams or discover your full potential. You will only be a shadow of yourself, and you will live your whole life playing a role.
There are things I didn’t understand before, that I understand now. Mental Freedom is a powerful thing, It’s a key that will begin to unlock every potential in you, every talent and skill you have, every happiness you couldn’t feel, and above all, it’s a clarity to everything you couldn’t see.
The truth is, how ever you are, you are unique in your own way, you are the original of your version, don’t let anyone tell you different, remember, you can’t be enough for the wrong people, you won’t be loved by everyone and that’s ok, be ok with these, for this will guide you through everything in life. Differentiate between your own happiness and making others happy at your own expense, if they are truly worth it, they will recognize what makes you happy, if they don’t or don’t care about your happiness, you are at loss, and you are compromising your happiness for life.
Don’t be desperate for anything, that’s how you lose yourself and your worth.
Forgive with all your heart and let go! It’s the only magic to starting a new beginning, Hate in the heart is like a virus, does nothing but increase your pain, inflict you with envy and jealousy, steals your happiness, blind your vision, and make you stagnant in life. It’s a virus that you need to get rid off to move on.
I forgave myself, for my mistakes, I forgave myself for alot of things, I began to love myself, I began to see my worth, I began to understand my being, I began to differentiate what’s good for me and what’s not, what’s worth sacrificing for and what’s not, what’s real and what’s fake, what’s true and what’s a lie. I was reborn.
I don’t think I hate anyone, because I know better,
people are different, what they do is what they know, how they treat you is a reflection of who they are, hating someone is a waste of your time and it’s you messing around with your peace of mind.
These days, words are written in my sky, everything so bright, I feel so fine, this feels alright.
I rised, I’m free! I’m healed…
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